A Sweet And Loving Memory

Its been another day working again...today i saw my supervisor with her boyfriend were so loving and it makes me think of a guy that i used to love although its weird between me and him but it keeps reminding me of it..im really feeling regreting but i know my situation like this i cant start a relationship with him..(u know who u r).. i've been trying very hard to let myself in like how both my supervisor n her bf are...they were sitting down together chatting happily and her boyfriend were so caring....so sweet! thats y i can see...who wont want this kind of relationship? i know i can have one but its me myself made everything ruin totally...

I wanted to have this kinda relationship also but it seems that god isnt helping me either..im busy working here while the other busy studying in other country..WHY?...how can i handle relationships like that??...i really dont know how to...i really wanna continue that relationship that i have too and guess wat, it also can be this loving and sweet if im with him together...but both were separated so far away...i wanna be with him, i wanna see him everyday, i wanna stay by his side every single moment...but i really cant manage this...

But this fewdays i keep waiting for him but i know he will always on late cos he is really taking up too many things to do...i feel tired for him...i miss the song he sang to me and his cute cute voice...LOL...im really dreaming alot....this has been going on for so long...keep thinking and thinking...maybe i really miss him....hmmm....