Its always been a tough day for me but i remember once that one of a good and caring fren of mine telling me that i have to stop working tho im not really that tough and im always easily sick and yea he was right about me and its good to have someone that seems to understand all ur problems everyday and i've been feeling sad this few days but i really cant help it but to have go thru it myself...working is really hard for me and i really cant stand it also...i know i have to stop but today it seems that someone open my heart and my mind makes me feel better alot and i hope that he knows that im telling bout him...i see all his posts everyday and i know all that was wat he really wanted to tell but jus cant do it but to make it in a blog...im complicated actually but i really cant turn up to other ppl cos it makes me feel uneasy telling ppl how i really feel....but one thing i know that this is like a diary where this guy R*** shows me that this is how i can say everything out without worrying about letting ppl know...im glad...really....
i think no one in this world can understand how i feel everyday with all my problems but sometimes i really feel regreted on wat i did...but i know there is always a second chance for me but i will not accept it for now cos i know im in a very confusing world and i will leave sadness to ppl around me...i dont wanna hurt anyone and i know they will understand but maybe i read his blog so i dont know why i feel sad maybe i think too much i guess or im over thinking....hopefully i can be much more better having this blog by writting wat i wanted to say..
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You can be happier if u try to change ur life... Since u dun seem to like it from wat u said... Ya. Try it! It may prove to be a charm indeed! :P
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