Pay Day Or Out Pay??

Today as usual i went to work in the morning but today abit different cos i have to work full shift which means from 9.30am to 10pm....yea really look forward on hitting my personal target today but seems that sales today really dont seem smooth to me cos i really thought that i can hit my personal target and get more money...but i guess i cant make it liao...So like normal doing nothing today but seems tomorrow our shop is having some guest visiting although im off tomorrow but i still need to do some housekeeping to keep the shop clean with 1 of my fren...soon i started cleaning from 11am till 2pm then only i manage to finished it...

After finishing my housekeeping i took some rest 1st cos its really tired cleaning the whole entire shop when there's only 2 person cleaning it...so i sat down for awhile and thought that wanna check whether our salary is out yet...but when i reach the atm machine...its still not out yet...so i thought that maybe i should wait until tomorrow since tomorrow is 31st of October...So in the evening, i went out for lunch and came back till 10pm also no customer...so nvm...then i received a phone call from my fren telling us that our salary is out already...Soon after 10pm i asked my dad to fetch me to the nearest atm machine to get money...

But since my commision is not out yet so i only received my basic which is only 1k...so i took out all my money cos i need to pay bills and give my family some money also....so is consider im getting money to pay to others...but at least still got some saving also...and not so dissapointed also cos my commision will be out beggining of november also...so no worries my dear dear ricky when u reading this....commision out liao i still have money de...So thats y i said is it a pay day or a out money day?...LOL....anyway at least i have saving so its alrite my dear dear...no worries ok?...

So now im currently posting this blog cos now is 11.16pm le and i cant see my dear dear ricky online so i guess he is not back home yet le...hahaha...but nvm, i know he have to study also...i do understand de...but im really tired also and i guess if my dear dear ricky haven come online till ard 11.45pm i need to off le but nvm my dear dear ricky...tomorrow i off...after i settle all my bills i will stay at home wait u back n online with u le...hehehehe...so sweet hor??....but i like...cos i miss u very very much...!!

And i think thats all for today also....will have a nice rest n sleep later....=)

Super Boring Tuesday

Today as usual woke up at 12.oopm, wash my face, brush my teeth, do all things that i supposed to do before work and yea quite surprised to see my sister so early also...but she almost scare me when i open the toilet door jus happen to see her standing infront of me shouting my name...LOL...after that have a chat with her bout her daily boring life stucked at her husband's hpuse everyday rotting..

Soon after that i wore my unifrom n went downstairs to see my nephew Jayden boy smilling at me but then jus for a few minutes he jus cried looking at me..maybe i look scary ba..few more minutes later i went to work as usual n were feeling tired but in the mood to look forward to see if there is customer anot but to my surprised there's no customers...yea...bad luck huh...T.T..but lucky at 9.25pm that time got 1 customer bought RM 357 so quite lucky also...and i also hope that my dear ke ai ricky can win more le n dont lose le....but of cos dont get addicted on gambling le....hao ma??...hehe..

Soon now is 9.28pm le...few more minutes gonna finish work and head back home to take a nice bath n hope to see my dear dear ricky online also...but if he is busy im also ok de...cos i know that he have to concentrate on his studies also la...so yea

So i think that's for that today le...hopefully my dear ricky can do better everyday yea....
=).....To my dear ricky : i wan u to know that i miss u 24/7 le

A Sweet Day From Someone Special

Yea someone special? yup i wanna start my story from the beginning...today earlier in the morning as usual i got up n finish my stuff n went to work..was late tho but its ok..so i started working by then and actually there were not many ppl today cos its very quiet today so sales was not so good...while im bored i log in to msn at my shop to chit chat with some frens...so doesnt knwo that was chatting in msn till noon when someone from HQ send some stocks to shop...so we need to pack everything and arrange it into the drawer and cupboard...after doing that im bored again so i sat outside my shop cos my supervisor were using the com to online...

Soon after that, she finished so i log in to my msn once again, and to my surprise i saw my dear ricky online le...so i chit chat with him but that time came non-stop cutomers le...so i have to go serve non-stop also...then after that something happened..i thought that my supervisor went out and forget to clock in her time so i tought wanna help her but she didnt clock out actually so i quickly clock in again...so when she came back we check back the computer the time was not the same and the difference is too obvious...so we were figuring out how to change back the time inside the transaction but cant get to figure it out...haiz....were quite headache also...so after that we figure till 8.00pm so i have to go back home le...so my supervisor told me to do it tomorrow when all staff come that time so everyone can help to think about it...soon after i reach home i have wonderful chat with my dear ricky le...

To my surprise there's a chance that we r together thats y im happy so watever happen today really not staying inside my mind except for my conversation with myd ar ricky le...and till now im still chatting with my dear ricky happily....anyways, hope tomorrow everyone can figure out a solution to solve that problem that happen today so we wont get scolded like shit from our manager....=) and i guess that's all for today le...hehe

Just Another Day

As usual i went to work like normal today in the morning as im working morning shift...so it was bored tho cos there's not much customers also maybe becoz its weekdays...so me and some friends which are working together sit together and were watching some photos bout the last tsunami incident that occur at Indonesia...I was eating at the time so couldn't really get to eat and the worst thing is i almost vomited wat i ate cos it was too disgusting showing those dead ppl lying ard with their eyes open and face that cant even recognize...

To my surprised i watch till almost 6pm in the evening where im supposed to finished my work le...so when i was on the way home i was wondering if my dear ricky will online anot...but when i reach home i on my com..i cant see him online...maybe he is busy studying ba..but nvm i know he can de...its all for his future also le..happy to see that he's doing good le...but to my dear ricky, pls don over stressed and tired le...im worry bout u also cos ur taking too many things to study le...

Actually nothing specific happenned today also...yea...jus as usual wait for time to pass but not to say there's nothing to do but ok la...manage to finish it also...so although is jus another day but its also tiring cos have to get up early today cos im working morning shift...but i really hope 1 day when i reach home and on my com i can get to see my dear ricky online and have some chats with him cos really miss him alot..yea cos its been like for sometime also cant get to talk to him but to tell him in his blog yea...

Anyway..to my dear ricky, remember to take care more of urself...like u said i can manage my things and i hope i will settle it soon le...jus wanna let u know that really miss u all the time..do take care more of urself le..cos im also tired already right now....need to get some early rest also le..cos tomorrow got to work also...so jia you at ur studies le i know u can do it de...!

What A Surprised!!

Sorry for posting my blog so late yea cos i cant spare some time yesterday to complete my blog...but today i can so i will post this up for yesterday...It was weird tho i was working as usual that i started work at 9.30a.m and finished 6pm in the evening....yesterday was quite busy in the afternoon till i cant spare sometime to rest at all..it was 2.00pm in the afternoon when i was out to break having lunch with my friend at a normal coffee restaurant cos i'm broke due to late commission from my manager tho...so i decided to eat cheaper foods in order to save my money..after my lunch i went back to my shop to continue my work as usual...

Then it was already almost 5.00pm in the evening when there were not much customers already so i decided to sit outside my shop with my friends whom im working with to chat...when i was sitting and looking like a busybody, i saw a guy wearing Man Utd T-shirt walking pass by and keep looking at me which makes me feel very very weird..my 1st thought was i thought that he was lost or something then sudenly he turn around and approach me so near that scares me cos i tought "wat the hell he want?" then he came and told me that he is from FHM Magazine and they were looking for models for their upcoming magazine so i told him that im working and i dont think thats necessary and he just told me to have a look at their FHM counter...so i said ok...

Soon after that, i ask my friends opinion which i should or shouldn't go..so they said just go and have a look...so i went with 1 of my friend whom im working with...when i reach the FHM counter i tought that ah..., nothing to see la...then i ask my friend to go back to shop ba...then suddenly a girl came approach me and ask me to join then i said im not really interested and i dont think that i need to be and she said that " I think You can means You can lor", then my i look at my friend then my friend smile and said just join ler...so i took up the contest and till now hopefully im just getting to 12 finalist is more than enough liao le...if i get to the 12 finalist i will be able to get RM15,000 which i can do alot things and hopefully to take a break to singapore to see someone that i really wanted to see and be with....

So i guess that is all for this post...Hopefully everyday will be better! =)

Blur Day For Me Today

OMG.....i was supposed to finish writting also this blog of mine when i was about to finish i accidentally deleted all...haiz....im becoming more worst? Im over tired till i dont even remember wat im doing....working is really tiring....i was supposed to write aout my work today where i was looking at my shop's computer when all of a sudden i feel asleep and to my surprise i was sleeping for 1 hour....i was lucky that my manager was not there yet if not i will get fired if she sees me sleeping so nice...

Wats been flying inside my mind?? i jus cant stop becoming blur for this few days...i really need a person to rely on and i cant take it any longer le...i know im not strong le so i dont need to act like i am..i dont even know wat im talking also this few days....even customers thought that im standing there day dreaming...

This few days is full of stories which makes ppl think that im really having stressful life...yea maybe i am...But im trying to stop this from happening and i hope all this really can stop one day...I hope 1 day my dreams will come true like wat i said i hope i can have a wonderful relationship..yea i will...give me some care and show me that you care for me...i really wanna feel how u feel....

A Sweet And Loving Memory

Its been another day working again...today i saw my supervisor with her boyfriend were so loving and it makes me think of a guy that i used to love although its weird between me and him but it keeps reminding me of it..im really feeling regreting but i know my situation like this i cant start a relationship with him..(u know who u r).. i've been trying very hard to let myself in like how both my supervisor n her bf are...they were sitting down together chatting happily and her boyfriend were so caring....so sweet! thats y i can see...who wont want this kind of relationship? i know i can have one but its me myself made everything ruin totally...

I wanted to have this kinda relationship also but it seems that god isnt helping me either..im busy working here while the other busy studying in other country..WHY?...how can i handle relationships like that??...i really dont know how to...i really wanna continue that relationship that i have too and guess wat, it also can be this loving and sweet if im with him together...but both were separated so far away...i wanna be with him, i wanna see him everyday, i wanna stay by his side every single moment...but i really cant manage this...

But this fewdays i keep waiting for him but i know he will always on late cos he is really taking up too many things to do...i feel tired for him...i miss the song he sang to me and his cute cute voice...LOL...im really dreaming alot....this has been going on for so long...keep thinking and thinking...maybe i really miss him....hmmm....

A Complicated Day

Its always been a tough day for me but i remember once that one of a good and caring fren of mine telling me that i have to stop working tho im not really that tough and im always easily sick and yea he was right about me and its good to have someone that seems to understand all ur problems everyday and i've been feeling sad this few days but i really cant help it but to have go thru it myself...working is really hard for me and i really cant stand it also...i know i have to stop but today it seems that someone open my heart and my mind makes me feel better alot and i hope that he knows that im telling bout him...i see all his posts everyday and i know all that was wat he really wanted to tell but jus cant do it but to make it in a blog...im complicated actually but i really cant turn up to other ppl cos it makes me feel uneasy telling ppl how i really feel....but one thing i know that this is like a diary where this guy R*** shows me that this is how i can say everything out without worrying about letting ppl know...im glad...really....

i think no one in this world can understand how i feel everyday with all my problems but sometimes i really feel regreted on wat i did...but i know there is always a second chance for me but i will not accept it for now cos i know im in a very confusing world and i will leave sadness to ppl around me...i dont wanna hurt anyone and i know they will understand but maybe i read his blog so i dont know why i feel sad maybe i think too much i guess or im over thinking....hopefully i can be much more better having this blog by writting wat i wanted to say..